Change on the Inside

I don't really know how to go about explaining the change that I have noticed in myself recently. But I'm going to try:

As a Christian woman, being in the online dating world for me has been a process of spiritual discovery and growing in relationship with God. I have had to trust him to change my perspective of myself, first breaking the lie that somehow I am "too good" or "too pretty" or "too amazing of a woman" to have to resort to dating online. Moreover, I have had to give up the perception that dating online is a "last" resort(even if the rest of the world doesn't). The truth is that since I have started going on dates with guys that I have met online, I have been on just as many dates with men that I have met in person. Because of this I started wondering is there a connection here. I think the connection is this: As I have allowed God to move and shift my heart in the online dating game, these changes have affected my life in the off-online dating game. And honestly speaking, this observable change is enough for me to recommend online dating to any woman, especially if she is submitted to letting God change her through it.

PTL,
ODQ